I got a bike for my graduation present. It's a fixed gear track bike. Bike of my dreams, basically. Which is going to make it hard to focus on school, cause basically I just want to ride it all day. I'm so glad I have it, cause now I dont have to walk anywhere, and I can explore the city again.
Getting work done is also going to be hard because I just want to hang out with my new awesome friend, Karen. She is my special friend. Love to hang out with her and sing copeland songs really loud too and talk about life and struggles and drink tea together. She's another reason I want to stay in Milwaukee. I really hope I haven't made so many awesome friends and relationships just for me to leave them. I'm really praying God would have a place for me here. I really feel that this is the place for me to be.
There is a constant struggle between emotions and truth. I want to rely on my emotions, but that usually doesn't end well. I may feel like Milwaukee is the place for me to be. But if God is calling me somewhere else, I may be blind to that as a result. I want to follow Him, and not my emotions. So I'm left just feeling confused. We'll see what happens.
My bike, yo.
